I had a short phase where I was spamming Songs from LP, didn't really go too deep into metal/nu-metal, but I loved the provoking emotions. And suddenly the provoking idea of fancy animals came into my mind and I decided to give it a go, I am not sure whether I am ever gonna record and publicize the other Songs on this Page, but I know I will not be able to sing this one, at least I could scream like that in my mind! But nonetheless, I love the Idea.  

A little parody version of the song "Impossible" from James Arthur, I found it a bit too negative and started replacing words subconsciously and decided to apply it to the rest of the song.

"Rules are what separates us from Animals" is a quote from a movie, but I think it holds certain truth, the reason why I've described uus as fancy animals is because despite our ability in rationality, we don't make proper use of it and emotions are controlled by rules, thus separating us from them when we can actually abide by it. I created this rap to internalize some rules by repeating the Lyrics. 

This is a rap written in Itachi's perspective from the Anime Naruto. This one I copied from a YouTube section from someone else who was writing it and edited a bit around, but I felt like the flow I'm creating in rapping was unique to me, so I took it in here to display. 

Credits go to the true creator @Akoaypeenoise 

A song I wrote out of desperation, an immense emotional dependency was kicking having found out that I was going to lose my first girlfriend to someone else. Co-dependency can be a bitch when you don't know that you have it, which I hadn't realized until the last month of my second relationship, it was an interesting self discovery.

Uncertainty of losing someone, can make you forget to ask yourself if you even truly want that person, questions of rational selection become obsolete real quick. 

 Don't interpret toxicity in relationships as love, yes the feeling is intense, but so are drugs. Literally the very thing I described that relationship as, not really realizing that it was a mental drug. 

Towards the end, obviously still having that feeling inside, but having accepted even within that feeling that this wouldn't be anything without final effort from her side, I wrote this song. Pouring in all the language skill I had. I thank my parents for being raised with love, facing hardships and also realizing the value of feelings and that butchering them is the absolute wrong, despite what my inner feelings wanted. I wrote this, but before I could even show, the decision was made and things over.  

An end to an emotional period, that had taken a toll on me...the moment I felt ready, the moment I felt my motivation coming slowly back into my body and existence, I wanted to capture the moment. This is the only song I was able to write in one night from scratch. It was pure emotions flowing into the lyrics that apparently had to come out in some way, and it helped me a lot to build myself back up in the further times when I fell back into being motivationless.

I hope this one reaches out to people. Of course, one Song has limited possibilities in how much it can change, but everyone should do however much they can do. This is one of my ways, to try to reach out to people. To show that unity is important, but like the weakest link in the chain, uniting while having problems with humans will never lead to the great unification we desire. It will keep issues open, it starts within to realize how to change, to change the world to a better place.

The girl I wrote this too, pretended to love me for months, helped me "overcome" some traumas of my previous relationship, to then finally cheat, which wasn't even the worst, the worst part are the lies towards the end that reveal themselves one by one once the big token has fallen down the slot, that's what hurts and destabilizes your reality demanding you to rebuild all of it by yourself. 

The lyric says it pretty much. Life is full of comfortable traps, comfortable lies, environmental conditioning, sometimes you gotta sit down and reflect truly on what keeps you on the chain, whether you want it truly in your sophisticated self or not.

Something I felt like writing, when I was regaining my self-worth after being cheated on. It takes a toll on someone if you don't distract from the pain and go through it. But Pain is a good mechanism to make us learn, to become better if we don't allow to fear to conquer us but to learn how to accept it and adjust ourselves, to either not relive it again or to be ready when it comes. We feel pain to avoid more pain, to ultimately avoid death.